Planning out the week

So when I look at my weekly schedule I check for my availability to see my ATF's. This is clearly a bad idea as I can never keep to that rigid of a schedule. The reason I like the MP's and SP's is because of there convenience. I used to go to the movies during the day, it helped kill time and provided a much needed two hours of relief from the daily grind. If I could take two hours out of my day I would - I would go to the gym, go to a movie, go to a gallery, a museum, the number of things I would do with two hours would be endless. I don't have two hours, I have 45 minutes to an hour and I choose to use it doing something entirely different, having sex with hot young attractive women who stoke my ego and provide me with a true escape from my day. That moment when I'm in contact with them, when it's flesh on flesh, when I look in there eyes and can escape to another place entirely. When I am naked and without my pda, laptop or connected to the world. When she doesn't want anything from me except what's in my wallet and for that to be the most honest a person has ever been with me. To be in control of that moment and be able to get what I want. To be able to surrender control to a woman who is paid to do nothing but pleasure me and surprise me with a number of different interests / fetishes is fantastic. This is the power of having money. That isn't to say that I think of them like slaves but I probably do. My purchasing practice is that during the day I am surfing a number of MP web-sites and CL looking for girls in the areas that I am driving through while I'm on the road or within my area. I treat it like a drive-through and I'm pretty impulsive about it. It's about choosing the best of what's available to me at the time that I have available. When I call a girl she's got to be ready in the next 10 minutes or I won't see her. I am a pretty terrible person in the way I go about my purchasing decision and I don't treat the girls with a lot of respect behind the scenes but when I get in front of them it's a different story. When I get in front of them I try to my best to seduce and smooth talk them. I really do need to re-evalute my life and my priorities. I remember when I saw a shrink and asked him about this, he told me it was perfectly normal and to keep it up because it will keep my marriage together. I don't think this is great advise and would love to hear from anyone out there with better advise.